easy satisfied?

Maybe i am person who is easily get satisfied in work. Last 2 week, i was unhappy and disappointed when my boss did not increase my salary after my probation period. Is it because of resigning then you do not want to increase my salary as what you have promised me? Although it is just RM 200 increment but it does affect my emotion. Not that money minded, it is the promise and appreciation.

Yesterday, she discussed on this issue to me because i voice it out. Then, she told me she will prepare a "package" for me when i resign later. She say she will have some arrangement on that. Although not giving anything to me on the spot but i feel happy. At least, just showing the appreciation to me all this while by discussing the issue to me. I always like this, want people to focus and care for me!!!

Should i get angry?

Hmm... Should i angry at you?

I understand that when we are having some new challenge, we will feel tension and emotion might be affected.

But, i really unhappy when you cannot take the challenge and start to have some unstable emotion. Yes, you are correct when we are going to change our job because you are not enjoying the existing job environment. At the same time, you got to get prepared with the coming interview. i can understand that your feeling and situation. But i just do not want to take things as problem.

As a close the other part, i hope you can handle it nicely. I just do not want you lose any chances to expand your career. You know? I will always trust you. Just that i really do not want the new challenge will affect your emotion and affect our relationship.

Scary experience

Although i have quite a number of training, but today is the scariest one, i would say so.

When i was having the training in C.P. hotel, i noticed the trainees looked weird and "gancheong". They were looking at one of the trainees. Then, some of them started to move towards the guy. I looked at him. His hands and legs just cannot be controlled, tensed up. He seem like difficult to breath and control his muscle. Then, collection of foam was form at his mouth. Then, i realized that he is having convulsion, or in bahasa, we call it as sawan.

I was scared. This was the first time i saw "sawan". I just do not know what to do. Furthermore, i wanted to cry, because i was so scared, worried at him.

The other trainees then carried him out of the training room and let him have a rest. According to them, he used to have this quite often. I even got to stop the class, let everyone including me myself to calm down. Then, i got to know that he had been sent to the nearby clinic.

I really hope that he is fine!!!

English Version can ah?

Stupid people sent me virus. Caused my computer kena virus. All things including my Chinese Star were lost. Angry! But maybe i am the one who is stupid!

So, i use English to write my blog, is it look ok?

Yesterday, i went to Kelantan because of work purpose. What a tiring day. Went there only for one day, means fly there in the early morning and back at night.

But, got something from there. At least i know someone is treating me very good. Touched! He was worried because Kelantan sound like a ulu ulu place. In fact, the place i gave the training was quite ulu. The name is Setiu, actually it is in terengganu, just that the distance with Kota bahru is nearer if compared to kuala terengganu. It is a forest. place for our National Service students. I got to train the food handlers who are going to prepare the food to the students. Actually he was rushing for his work too. So, because of me, he got to stay back and rushed the day before he accompanied me. Hmm..when i had my training, he just sat behind of the class. I know he is boring there. Glad he was there to help me a lot!

Then, i got another experience too! i had chance to visit and used one of the "washroom" in the malay Kampung. I felt so weird. I got to explain that i am not kind of sombong people. But be frankly, i cannot stand with the washroom. Imagine when you stand up and want to zip your pants, people can see your face and your shoulder part (for girl). Of course, when you wee wee, people cannot see. But if they come nearer, they can see oh! I felt so scared!

In conclusion, the trip to Kelantan can be considered as a good experience, not that bad as what i imagine. So, good try!