Pressure!!

It is my problem, now i know. Is it i am too responsible? Yes, i know i am very responsible, but too much of responsibility until affecting my own performance is totally not a good idea. I am worried my teaching is not good, they will find it hard to understand me. I feel really pressure.

When i teach, i keep on asking my students do u understand me. Then, i find myself cannot explain clearly. After the class, i get some of the students to ask their opinion. I got few of their opinion here.

1) I just point out the picture with my finger which they get it confusing. So, i will improve it by using the pointer in the slid

2) I stop a lot to ask them do they understand which they think it is not necessary. OK, i will not stop so much, i will just keep on talking and explaining.

3) I find it difficult to use the existing power point. I cannot perform well by using other people's power point. So, i decide to redo my own power point.

4) They find it the progress of the class is too slow. So, i will put it faster.

i promise myself not to get pressure. I have to take it as my new challenge but not pressure. If i continue having pressure, i will never improve!!

Can sleep soundly ever after

These few weeks, i feel so much relief, every night i can sleep so soundly, do not need to worry what things i have not settle, do not have to worry tomorrow going to be Monday then i have to face certain people in office., because i have RESIGN. Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!

Maybe you will think that i cannot face pressure and difficulties. But i would say the situation in my previous office was terrible. To have a not understanding boss and "gold finger' colleague, the life is sucks!! i accept it that i really cannot survive in a political office.

Now, i am teaching in a tuition centre. To be a teacher, of course there is still pressure. But, this pressure i can bear it. At least, i prepare i teach, that is all. There is no other things that will make me so sad and disappointed. At least, the minimum thing is i can sleep soundly. After 2 years experience here, i wish i can have more ideas on the tuition, then i can have my own business.

OK! Make a wish here...i wish that i can teach happily and continue my dream here..