today, i am very stress and sad. Feel myself vr mang. Scared i got bit mental problem. i feel pressure until i hold my own head and shout, want to cabut my hair, serious.
Eventhough im scared and dont like to ask permission from those ppl working in uni. but i have to! i have to drive my car and go around my uni and ask kolej by kolej whether they allow me to do research in their cafeteria. I know i dont like, just like why i dont like direct sales ppl, as if im begging them to allow me. Ceh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hate them... Igot to get sample from their place to do my thesis. U know they all, keep on dragging me, tomorrow lah, next week lah, why u dont do this, our head want to see this sign first.
Hmm...i should praise myself, for encouraging myself to ask total 6 kolej today. good effort. but no good response from them..
U understand, when u really try hard, u dont get it, down!!!!
Tomorrow, next week, got to go for many times.
MUN
